From time to time, I sit and think of all the things I've lost.And compare them to what I've gained, and try to weigh The cost.
Was it worth the price I paid to open my eyes? to the truth. Was this the truth I've obtain worth the cost of my youth.
Can one really experience life if you've been made a man behind bars? I guess the answer is yes cuz life is full of scares.
Scare's I've felt both physically and mentally. Everyone and everything was stripped from me. A love gained is a love lost in life its give and take.
I tend to contemplate weather it's my destiny or my fate. Because sitting behind these concrete walls all you got to do is think.
I've found it to be true, in life you either learn to swim or you sink.
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C M
Written 01/08/07
Pleasant Valley State Prison