Hey I feel your pain it has been over 6 months since I have seen my boy.
I am also so damn mad that he got envolved with the wrong crowd, totally from a different place and neighborhood altogher.
I miss him dearly and I await the day when he comes home. A mother's love for a son is something STRONG and unshakable.
I have a granddaughter that will be 1 on October the 8th. My son is only 19, I have to stay positive so I look at the fact that now he will be mad to get a education and learn a life learned lesson basicly become a man instead of a mothers boy.
So keep your head up girlfriend and now we mothers with a sons locked up have your back; you may ask back in what, well in prayer and most of all and always some encourging words. Even though we don't know one another our hearts are kindred because we both lost.
Bye
MS. Nicole