Hi Allen, I so sorry to hear about your dad. but I would like to congradulate you on your son, be strong and learn from your dad's mistakes. I know its difficult right now but believe it or not its going to make you a better man for it. When I was young my mother abandon me and my sibling so, I grew up with out a mother, but now that I am a mother of 4 I can say I am truly blessed. My children are the  world to me and they help me in so many ways I could never ever repay. And Im sure you will there a great dad to your son keep your chin up life is only what you make it to be so be all you can be. I know that sounds like and army logo, but it not it from the heart, take from me. Good luck my prayers you and your familia.